Chapter 35: Certain someone
The primordial watched in silence as Arora struggled to grasp her new reality.
She was dead.
She didn't remember how it happened. She also couldn't remember why or who did it.
No matter how hard she tried to recall, her mind remained blank. It was as though a wall separated her from her last 24 hours on Earth. Tears spilled freely from her eyes, against her will. It was as though the memories were so terrible that her body responded automatically despite her not remembering.
Several moments passed in tense silence.
She looked back at the boy that referred to himself as a Primordial entity.
"So... I'm really dead." she asked, her voice trembling.
The Primordial remained silent for a few moments.
{πΌππππππππππππ. πππ πππ πππ}
Arora stared into the distance with a vacant expression as she removed her glasses with trembling hands.
Fresh tears streamed down her face. This time, entirely of her own doing.
....
....
....
"Tβthat's not fair." The words barely escaped her lips as she felt her "heart" ache. It felt like the emotions she had repressed for so long were finally tired of being silenced.
"That's not fair..."
"That's not fair!"
That's not fair!!" she screamed, her fists clenching tightly.
"Wβhy me?, why is it always me?..." She asked as she felt her throat closing up..
"I never get anything."
"I never got my parents love."
"I never made any friends because I wouldn't bend to their requests."
" I didn't get any gifts for my birthday because no one cared"
"I never got adopted because no one wanted a child like me!" She continued, her voice strained.
"And.... now" she said faintly.
"I don't even get to keep my life."
She sank to her knees, her body folding in on itself.
"It's not fair, it's just not fair. I want to live, I want to experience everything I never could before. Everything I always dreamt of. I want to visit my best friend at the North Pole, I want to eventually fall in love and have a family.... I want to have parents that love me."
She looked up at the Primordial, her face streaked with tears.
"IβI just wanted to live," she said in an indignant tone. "Is that so hard to ask for...?"
The Primordial slowly rose to his feet and approached her.
{π»πππ ππ πππ π ππππ πππππππ πππ ππππ π¨ππππ. π»π ππππ πππ π ππππππ ππππππ ππ ππππ, ππ πππππππ ππππππππ. π»πππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππ ππππ ππππππ. πππ'ππ ππ ππππ ππ ππππππππππ ππππππππππ πππ'ππ ππππππ π ππππππ ππ.}
Arora's eyes widened with a glimmer of hope.
"What?. You can do that? Do... You really mean it?" She asked hesitantly, scared she was being deceived.
" are you a.... god?"
{π΅π π ππ πππ}
{π¨π π'ππ ππππ ππππππ, π ππ π π·ππππππ πππ πππππ. π° πππππππ ππππ ππππππ πππππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππ πππ πππππππ . π° ππππ πππ ππ ππππ ππ'π πππππππ.}
{π»πππ πππππ ππ ππ π πππππ. π° πππππππ πππ ππππ πππππππ ππ πππ πππππππ πππ πππ.}
The boy paced around Arora as she slowly rose to her feet, wiping away her tears.
"Special?" she repeated with a weary expression. "What do you mean by that? There's nothing special about me."
{π° πππ ππ π πππππ. ππππ πππππππππ ππ ππππ, πππππππππ ππππ. π°π'π ππ πππ, πππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππππ ππππππππ π ππππ ππππ ππ ππ πππππππππ πππππ ππ πππππππππ πππππππππ. π»ππππ ππππ ππππ ππππ π πππ ππππππ ππππππππππ ππ ππ.}
{π«ππππππ ππππ, π πππ ππ πππππππππ ππ ππππππ πππ, πππππ π πππππππ πππ π ππ. π¨π ππππ ππππππ, π π ππππ ππ ππ πππππ ππ πππ ππππ}
The Primordial's voice softened slightly.
{π° ππππππ πππ πππ ππππ πππ πππππππππ πππππ ππ ππ πππ ππππ πππππ, πππ πππππππ πππ ππππ, πππ π ππππππ ππππππ ππ ππππ.}
Arora remained silent, her mind struggling to process his words. She didn't exactly know what to think about how special this entity seemed to think she was. Most of that didn't really matter to her.
Her thoughts returned to her life so far. It was a sad existence filled with nothing but sorrow and loss. She wondered how she could die so easily if her lifeforce was truly as "vast" as the Primordial claimed it was.
More than anything, she wanted to know what happened to her and how she died.
She didn't think she could live peacefully in this new life without knowing that.
"Thank you..." she finally said, her voice still strained. "For the chance you're giving me. Truly thank you." She hesitated before continuing, "I was just wondering if you could alsβ"
{π΅π} The Primordial interrupted, already knowing what she wanted.
{π° ππππππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππππππππ.} The primordial stated simply as he turned away.
{πππ ππππππππππππππ πππππππ πππππ ππππππππ ππππππππ πππππππ πππ ππππ ππππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππ ππππ}
{πΆπππ ππππ, ππππ ππππππππ ππππππ ππππππ ππ πππππ πππ, ππππ πππ'ππ ππππ π ππ ππππππππ. π»πππ ππππ, πππππ'π ππ ππππ πππ ππ ππ πππππππππ}
Arora simply sighed dejectedly.
"Alright then, I suppose you're right, umm Mr Primordial." She said awkwardly.
She was beginning to come to terms with her situation, though the reality of it still felt surreal. Her heart ached as she remembered the people she'd never be able able to see or talk to again. She would miss her best friend Santa Claus and Mr Raymond most of all. She felt a dull pain at the thought of the orphanage and the other children, despite her complicated feelings toward them.
"Is there anything you want me to do for you?" she asked cautiously. "From my experience, most people don't just give others something so easily, unless you're under their care."
The primordial remained quiet for a moment, as if pondering something.
{πππ} he finally responded.
{π πππππππ πππππ ππ πππππππππ πππ πππ π π πππ ππ.}
Arora sighed, a bit disappointed that she was right. Still, she couldn't complain too much. A second life was more than fair payment for whatever he wanted her to do.
{πΌππππππ, π°'π πππππππππππ πππ ππππ π πππ ππ ππππππππππππ, ππππππππππ ππππ π ππππ πππ ππ π π ππ ππππ πππ ππππ.}
{π°'ππ π ππππ ππ πππ ππ π π ππππ ππππ ππππ. π»πππ ππππ, π ππππ πππ ππ ππππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππππππ πππ ππππ. π° ππππ πππ ππ ππππππππππ πππ ππππ ππππ πππ πππππ πππ ππ ππππππππππ}
{π° π π πππ ππππ πππ ππ ππππ ππ ππππππ πππππππ.}
Arora stared at the boy with a stunned expression as tears began welling up in her eyes once more. This time being tears of gratitude.
"Tβthank you.... Thank you so much" Arora said with a grateful expression as she bowed deeply.
{π»ππππ ππ πππ πππππ πππππππ.} The Primordial continued.
{πΆππ πππππ π°'π ππππ πππ ππ π π πππ ππ π πππππ ππππ πππ ππππ}
Arora straightened immediately, her bright orange eyes gleaming in anticipation.
"What is it!?, I'll do anything!"
Suddenly, she felt as though a smile spread across The primordial's face, despite being unable to see his features.
{π½πππ ππππ ππππ.}
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{π»ππππ'π π πππππππ πππππππ π ππππ πππ ππ ππππ}