I have been researching where is should go for 1 week but couldn't find anything why this is so hard to find a place. As time passes i was thinking my destiny or fate is not allowing me to left my hometown and to live live life freely. I decided that i shouldn't think more about this now first i should take this by step by step and first let's see what my hometown look like. I think it has been 4 or 5 years that i am going outside just to Roam freely outside without any worry.
When i was a child i loved to go outside and play outside as it was the only way for me to forget my loneliness but when i see other children playing with there parents i feel as if I am empty inside and there is something in chest that is hurting that's why i cut off with outside life and live my life just living in home only going outside to purchase things that i need and going to school but now it's time for me to forget my past and let's go outside to see how the outside world look like.