Make no mistake
I am someone with no emotions
Since I could remember
I've always been a test subject for an experiment
What kind of experiment you might ask ?
Well you could say the kind that forces you to lose your emotions
But who would put a child through something like this you also might ask ?
Well,the one who put me in this facility was none other than my father
The purpose of the experiment was to
Create a perfect human
Yes you heard me
It was to create a human with no flaws at all
A human capable of everything
From being smart to being athletic or to be a strategist to the strongest ideal body
All those things were imposed on me in this facility btw the facility was called the white room
The white room also was a gathering to other test subjects besides me
They were all my age too ,but as time went the number of kids the survived the experiment dwindled and by the time I was 12, I was the only kid left that was not dead
Yes ,you heard me correctly all the kids died during this experiment and did anyone care about that
No they didn't goes to show powerful my father actually was that even the authorities couldn't do anything about it .
But,that's how life is I suppose its want to fuck with you
But I think life had already fucked me up
Like right now with all the things that happened to me
I don't actually feel anything
Not anger
Not saddeness
Not dispair
Just nothing
Nothing at all
I guess thats what happens when you lose your emotions
You just stop caring about things
And that's how my life is now being the last of the white room test subjects and that's how it was meant to be for the rest of my life I thought
But ,I guess life doesn't really go as predicted
Something happened and
And I was out of the white
Our of that facility that I had lived in my whole life
Finally
A chance at freedom
So what happened exactly you might ask ?
Well ,I think someone with high authority reported the inhuman things the white room was doing and that someone was more powerful than my father so my father was caught and was sent to jail
And thats how I became free at last and at the age of 13 too
After that the police contemplated whether I they should put me in an orphanage or give me some money to live of for myself
But that all stopped when they found documents in my father's office
It was about the mother that gave birth to me
Turns out she is American and is currently divorced from my father and she lives in America too
Then I learned that I have a twin sister that was separated from in birth my supposed mother is the one that took her and I had and older brother too but I didn't pay him much attention
With some investigation I found out that the woman who was my mother was married and divorced 8 times
And that she moved to alot of states in America in those years
After I found out about all these information the police asked me if I wanted to perhaps give them a call and see if they can take me in or if I should just love on my own here in Japan
Well in all honesty I wanted to stay alone ij Japan and enjoy my earned freedom
But, something about the notion of having a loving family intruging me further
If I have freedom now and wanted to experience what a normal person would
Then shouldn't I go and live with them ?
So ,that's what I decided to do
I let the police know that I wanted to join my family in America and they went on and decided to contact my mother
As I heard when the police called my mother she was so happy she was in tears of joy
To finally be able to reunite with her child she hadn't seen for 13 years since his took him and never saw him again of course I asked the police not to mention anything about the white room to her
It would be troublesome to explain after all
And that how iam in America right now waiting for my mother in the air port
(Right now pov)
The plane had landed and I got out of the of the plane and went to do the necessary paper work upon arrival then when I finished all of them I waited in the waiting area to wait for the woman who was supposed to my mother to pick me up from the airport as she wanted
Then after a while of waiting I saw from a distance she seemed happy and waved her hands all over the place then when she saw me she approached faster and started to shout my name
KIYOTAKA "
When I reacted to that name she approached me quickly and pulled me in but hug and said "my lovely baby welcome back home "
Honestly when she said that I expected to feel something towards her a feeling of love ,a feeling of longing but ,that didn't happen even though i see the tye smile in her face and the love in her eyes I can't return those feelings I would if I could but I cant as I said before iam emotionless I can't feel anything
After my mother finished hugging me while crying in happiness I saw behind her a girl that was my age
She had brown hair and black eyes ,she had her hair up in a pony tail and looked at her mother as if she had seen the most cringiest and cheesiest seen of her whole life after that she proceeded to say"mooom why are you happy he is laterally a stranger and why are you doing this here god this is embassing people are looking at us "
Then my mother proceeded saying to her "Nicole this is not a stranger he is you twin brother be nice with your words and of course iam happy my baby is finally back to me "
Nicoley supposed twin sister then looked at her mother in disbelief as if she had said something outrageous and then said
"Whatever let's just go home "
Honestly I don't blame her for treating me like a stranger right of the bat because honestly I was just that a stranger to her not matter our blood relation it's a fact that I wasn't with her for the last 13 years of out life so of course I don't blame or hate her for it
And then we all proceeded to get home by car
And that's also how my new life started in this new country with my new family