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Chapter 11 - Appointment of Hope

The morning was overcast, the sky a muted gray that cast soft shadows across the pavement as Mia followed from a distance. Sarah walked with her shoulders slightly hunched, hands in the pockets of her jacket, backpack tugged high. The sidewalk was speckled with rain from an earlier drizzle, the air carrying the earthy tang of wet concrete.

The community center loomed ahead—a squat brick building with aluminum-framed windows and a faded sign. Mia had timed her approach perfectly. Sarah was on her way to a social services appointment, something Mia had overheard her mention in passing. It was supposed to be routine. But today, Mia needed to do more than watch.

She ducked behind a hedge as Sarah stepped through the front doors. The waiting room beyond was lined with brown plastic chairs and faded posters about housing programs and job readiness. A vending machine hummed in the corner. Its side bore a dent shaped vaguely like a shoeprint.

Mia entered moments later through the side hallway she'd memorized weeks ago. She moved quickly and silently, fingers already gripping the folded pamphlet in her coat.

Hope is not a luxury.

That was the title. She had crafted every word of the anonymous handout herself. A small thing, meant to sit innocently on the waiting room table, among the coupons and appointment cards.

She slipped it in place.

It nestled between a flyer for discounted groceries and a notice about after-school tutoring. The colors were soft—teal and cream—the corners rounded for familiarity.

Then she vanished into a shadowed alcove near the hallway junction, heart hammering.

Sarah soon emerged from the receptionist's desk, clutching a clipboard. She took a seat across the room, tapping her foot. Her eyes wandered.

Then they landed.

She reached forward and picked up the pamphlet.

Mia held her breath.

Sarah flipped it open, brow furrowed, eyes scanning the first few lines.

You are not alone.

You deserve more than survival.

You are allowed to hope.

Sarah paused.

Then she turned the page.

Mia's chest tightened. She could almost see the words through Sarah's eyes. The quiet affirmations, the list of small steps, the hand-drawn border of stars along the margin. The lines were simple:

Keep one promise to yourself today. Breathe with both feet on the ground. Ask for help, even if only in your head.

Sarah didn't smile. But she didn't put it down.

She tucked the pamphlet into her backpack.

Relief swept over Mia like a tide. But it crashed quickly into something else.

What had the last page said?

She tried to remember. She saw the image of it in her mind—but the words were blurring.

She opened her own journal and flipped to where she'd sketched the layout. The outline was there. The bullet points. But the actual phrases?

Gone.

Memory tremor.

A low static buzz filled her ears. She braced against the wall, blinking hard. Her breathing slowed, but her pulse did not.

She was forgetting.

Not just moments. Not just days. Specific choices. Acts of change.

She scribbled a note in the margin: "Loss during Hope Delivery. Monitor progression."

When she looked up again, the receptionist was chatting with a woman in a peach sweater. Nothing seemed different.

Except it was.

A social worker had walked into the room and stood near the door. He was flipping through a clipboard—but then paused.

His gaze fell on the empty space where the pamphlet had been.

Mia saw him glance toward Sarah.

Then, warily, he picked up the grocery flyer beside it and pocketed it. As if covering tracks.

Mia's breath caught.

Did he suspect something? Did he know who had placed it?

The man turned and disappeared into the hallway.

Mia retreated into the corridor, keeping her steps silent. Her mind raced, replaying the last thirty seconds.

Had she overstepped?

She peeked back in. Sarah was now standing, backpack zipped tight, pamphlet still visible in the outer mesh pocket. Her appointment was likely over. She gave a nod to the receptionist and moved toward the exit.

Mia shifted along the side wall, staying in the narrow shadows. The hum of an overhead light flickered above her.

Sarah passed within ten feet of her.

Her gaze was forward. Focused. But something in her posture—subtle, but real—was lighter.

She wasn't dragging her steps.

She wasn't looking over her shoulder.

She was holding something.

Mia closed her eyes for just a second. Not to rest. To mark this moment.

Because hope didn't always bloom like flowers. Sometimes it rooted like a weed—quiet, stubborn, insistent.

But something else tugged at her.

In her journal, she flipped two pages ahead. She didn't remember writing them. The handwriting was hers, unmistakable. Same slope, same pressure.

The entry read:

If she keeps it. If she reads it more than once. Something will break.

Mia stared.

The ink looked fresh. But she didn't remember the decision. The calculation. The warning.

She sat on the floor beside the water fountain and tried to reconstruct the logic that had written those words.

Then she noticed another irregularity: a phrase repeated in two entries three pages apart.

"Center corridor echoes are growing sharper."

She'd written it twice.

Same words. Same pen. Different dates.

Her hand trembled.

Echoes.

She pressed the notebook against her chest.

Sarah stepped outside into the gray morning light. Her figure receded into the city, framed for a moment by the tinted door.

Mia remained still. Heart beating in a stuttered rhythm.

Hope had landed.

But so had the consequence.

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