My eyes slowly opened while my head felt like as if it was cracking into two. The light was blinding, the air was fresh and the temperature was quite chilly. A smile slowly crept my lips even though my head was aching. The pain slowly subsided as I took a deep welcoming breath.
I lifted my arm and noticed no signs of any mark that showed I had turned to a wolf. Nothing that could be a proof of my body turning into something that was absolutely unnatural. My smile only widened as I stared at my bare arms.
I was right. It was all just a nightmare.
A nightmare for something like that could not ever happen since life was...well life.
Nothing out of the ordinary that could make me or anyone else that weirdly–insane. If there was, it must be something that made my heart beats faster whenever he was around. The bed I was lying was soft, softer than how my bed normally was.
My brows furrowed as I let my eyes wander around the room. The dark blue walls were masculine and elegant; a huge flat-screen television was connected on the wall and a small refrigerator was at the farthest right corner of the room. Five words would be enough for me to realize that this room was trouble for–
This was not my room.
As my eyes gazed around the corners of the room. The door suddenly jerked open, almost making me jump from fright and shock but a scent of wood and vanilla attacked my senses. I quickly took a deep breath while I closed my eyes, the smell was addicting like drugs. I could even smell it for twenty-four hours and seven days. It was so alluring that my body just got into an auto hormonal zone.
"Alexandria," a voice so deep and raspy husked out that made me snapped back to reality.
That voice was very familiar.
My head instantly whipped to the side to see the one that talked, and I could not believe who I saw. My eyes must have been playing with me.
Spade.
He was here and he was standing on the doorway with his eyes staring back into mine. His deep blue eyes were something I didn't want to tear my eyes off for it was filled with concern, wonder and awe. It was so hypnotizing that I knew I could stare at them every second. Those eyes were holding me captive as the scent increases; it just added up to what I was feeling and it was not good news.
I was so horny right now I could just jump on him even though he was a good paces away.
"Alexandria," he repeated making me let out a small moan, his eyes instantly turned into hunger as he eyed me.
Mate!
A voice growled in my head that I felt like crying. My body shook as everything that I thought were just a dream was crumbling into ashes. The voice, it was not real. Was it?
Mate!
Again; it repeated as my eyes kept intact with Spade's blue ones. Was I getting into a schizophrenia mode when thoughts were getting into my mind? My body shook more as tears suddenly fell from my eyes. It was like an endless supply of water from the waterfall.
Spade was quick as a lighting for his arms had already circled around my waist. Spade," I murmured.
My hands grabbed hold of his thin shirt as I let the tears fell. The sobs came out from my lips as everything seemed to turn blur and my mind had gone haywire.
What was happening to me? Why was I feeling like this? What was that voice? So many questions and yet all unanswered.
Relax, Alexa, it's all just a hallucination.
As I calmed down; my breathing slowed and my sobs quietened down. It was all new for me but it also made me feel everything around me. The way his thin shirt felt like second skin to my hands. How hard rock his chest was and the warmth he was enveloping. It was as if he had a fever but it was a good type of warm; something I could grasp with all I had.
"Spade?" I breathed.
He pulled away a little but never let go of his arms that were on my waist, "Alexa..."
My breath hitched in my throat. "I hear things in my head," I stated, not caring if ever he believes me or not as long as I could finally take this all out.
He gulped. "What kind things?"
I frowned as I tried to remember what that voice keeps repeating. "Mate," I murmured.
His eyes widened as his deep blue ones took my breath away. "Mate....?"
"Yes," I answered while nodding my head.
He sighed and let go of me. The warmth that I was feeling instantly vanished and turned cold. I felt alone and helpless, and I knew I needed him; I needed his warmth. His scent was embarked in my body and mind as I took big deep breaths to calm myself and my hormones.
"Alexa, I don't know if you are ready to hear this," he exclaimed while looking down and massaging the back of his neck.
I cocked my head to the side and stared at the window that have curtains that were widely open revealing a breathtaking view. "Hear what?"
I heard shuffling of feet which made my face sullen. He would go away and not answer my question. He would leave me here alone to cope up with myself since he finally realized that I was an insane person.
"Look at me."
My body froze as I felt a warm air breathing on my neck that sent shivers down my spine. My body from frozen turned unfroze and becomes tingly as the hormones attacked full-drive once again.
"Look at me." he said once again with hoarse voice.
I blinked and tilted my head to look at him. He was close. Very very close that it seems dangerous since I could pounce on him but thankfully, I was kind of in control with my body. His eyes were something I wanted to keep tattooed in my mind no matter what. It was so beautiful that I wanted to cry because of its real beauty and wisdom.
It held so many secrets and knowledge.
"You are..." he started.
I bit my lower lip as his eyes instantly stared down at it. I shook my head to keep the thoughts of kissing him vanished, "I am what, Spade?" I questioned.
His eyes came back to my green ones as he blinked, "You are..." he trailed off.
"For goodness sake!" I uttered, "Just tell me and go on with it."
He looked at the wall at the side then let out a sigh. He closed his eyes and mutter unintelligible words then looked back at me once again with his deep blue eyes, "A werewolf."
"A what?" I asked, wanting him to repeat what he said in my mind might be playing with me again.
He took a deep breath, "A werewolf, Alexandria." he exclaimed, "You are a werewolf."