I was hesitant to take a shower because I was not ready to confront our wedding night. I shuddered at the thought of us naked. Let alone being intimate!
Even so, I felt sticky from all the sweat and took the longest shower I had ever had in my life. I forwent the sexy lingerie that hung in the closet and opted for the more covered up casual pyjamas I could find.
Surprisingly, Edmund was too preoccupied to care. First, our bed was thrashed. Rose petals crumpled. Pillows were thrown here and there and the blanket was flung unnaturally onto the side of a bed. There were even some questionable stains on the mattress cover that I did not dare ask. Even all of the furniture was no longer in its original position.
But all of that was not as urgent as what was on my mind.
"Are you sure you're not going to regret this?" I broke the silence.
"I won't."
