Ethan asked Lizmarie after Zuozhe's body healed up from the wound. Lizmarie took the sword out of his neck before Ethan switched consciousness with Caleb and asked Lizmarie "why did you abandon us when we were suicidal and lost everything?"
Ethan displays his vulnerability to Lizmarie Lectora and starts speaking to her. "You know the reason our company is still alive to this day is just to see you. This body of ours would have been long dead already if we didn't meet you. The happiness you bring us is so warm and full of hope that we decided to make you our favorite person. We have Borderline Personality Disorder and while it is exhausting to deal with, we love you so much that we are willing to spend hours upon hours just writing to you and only you."
"The reason we're writing this book is to create a book full of 117 chapters dedicated to you as a love letter in a book. That's what Omniscients' Readers Viewpoint taught me. I, Ethan Zuozhe and the Zuozhe company want to write 117 chapters as a webnovel dedicated to you, Lizmarie Khaleesi Lectora. This is one of the few reasons why we're still alive despite all the pain and suffering we have to endure in daily life due to Borderline Personality Disorder."
"Just like Yoo Joonghyuk spends his mass amount of time searching for Kim Dokja fragments in Omnicients' Readers Viewpoint, I will spend a massive amount of time searching and finding a peaceful resolution where we can just exist as a friendship or a relationship of any kind within each other. I want to be with you, Lizmarie Mateo Roubert. I don't even care if it's just as friends, spending my time with you brings me the greatest joys of all. Not having you in my life makes me want to not live anymore. We are nothing but an empty shell with no reason to live. To live by your side Lizmarie is the greatest honor and desire that we will ever have."
"Why don't you just move on?" People often ask me this but when someone passes away and death takes them away from someone else. Do you tell the grieving person to just move on when they are clearly struggling and missing the deceased person? Because if you tell me such an insensitive statement, you're practically doing the same thing to me.
[Major Depression Disorder has taken effect of the Zuozhe company]
[The Raging Regressor ??? Xhao has been triggered]
I am going to destroy Slyius Xavier for making him regret telling our company that we are immature and exhausting to deal with. He will be dying in our story tonight. The Raging Regressor takes out his Demonly Black Sword and backstabs Slyius Xavier when he had his guard down. He then pulls out his sword and cleanly cute Slyius' head off for being the driving force of the company's hatred.
The crime that Mr. Xavier did was backstabbing us and being a brat by worsening our mental illness. In return the Xhao company swears and declares Slyius Xavier as their enemy in every single regression round. The Xhao Company wishes that Slyius Xavier would disappear from this world and transmigrate somewhere else far far away from the Xhao and Zuozhe body. If the Ruined Scenarios ever happened, Xhao will definitely defeat Slyius Xavier no matter what.
"You're not independent" Zuozhe and Xhao's mother said to both of them. Xhao Zuozhe knew how disabled he was to the point that he had splitted into both Xhao and Zuozhe and many folks who take either the last name of Xhao or Zuozhe. Unfortunately, this triggered Xhao Zuozhe's depression. Xhao Zuozhe asked the company's astrology advisor about Lizmarie Mateo Roubert.
Some edits are simply entertainment to some folks but those same edits are real salvation to others. I went to an art museum and found famous artists' works to be interesting. I could see the details and patterns in their artworks. Yoo Joonghyuk went into a museum and became a terrorist by wanting to steal the Ark for himself? That's an interesting imagination to have.
Is this what a field trip to an art museum feels like? How exciting. Yoo Joonghyuk once said he would bring Shin Yoosung on a field trip one day. I wonder if this is how Shin Yoosung felt when being Yoo Joonghyuk's companion. Do the artists use big stickers or paint the canvas themselves?
My favorite art was a painting of two books. One was called "The Right People" which was colored in blue and was an old looking book. The other one was called "Those Other People" which was colored in red while there was a box inside the title. The Blue book didn't have a book in it. The symbolism in here is that the right people would accept you for who you are and you can let them in. The wrong people would force the artist to feel the need to create a certain box when being around them. The artist name was Edward Ruscha who was from United States and this art was either created in 1937 or Edward was born in 1937.
I truly believe that the Ruined World Scenarios will start in my timeline one day. I wonder if I could survive in such a world though. I saw a collection of books! The ones I saw included "My Art Book of Love", "My Art Book of Peace", and "Damien Hirst". I saw a book called "My Art Book of Happiness" but I wasn't interested in taking a look inside at all. Damien Hirst was certainly the most interesting one, it's like it was written for someone. Which is exactly what I'm doing with this book I'm writing!
I tried talking to some strangers and it kind of went well. Someone today I met wanted to read my works! While another person didn't want to read my works. It was really cool meeting another artist who happens to be an actress and producer!
My younger sister happened to see a picture where a girl performed cannibalism and ate a person. My step dad found cannibalism to be scary and told my younger sister about how in some places in Africa, there are tribes that perform cannibalism.
Resentment started caving in. [Resentment for Lizmarie has asked: Why Do We Mean Nothing to You?!]
With that, the 243rd Round concludes and the next chapter starts.