This year was filled with highs and lows. I've been called unnecessary and hurtful things and I almost gave up. Life had chewed me up and spatial me out. There was Nick and his band of friends who made this year worse than it had to be with their perverted comments and insults. It's going to be weird having so many people leaving the school. Everyone has their own life to live high-school is just a milestone to the places you want to get in life and all the hatred I received was a way for me to build myself up, renew broken, relationships make new ones and mend what I had broken with God.
Ethan and i are closer than when we were young. Life has its downs and friends have their doubts but we grew together stronger. I can talk to him about any and everything. We have no more secrets from each other or at least I don't. I told him all about Ayden and how he kept me sane through all this hell. And Ethan was so understanding and we just hugged it out a bit.
Amanda and Amber are now talking to me they aren't my true friends but it feels good to have someone other than Ethan even though he is clearly the best for me. Ayden and I stopped talking he isn't a real friend and I was stupid to think that he would still wanna hang around.
Mum is more lenient with most of her outrageous rules, they are now easier to follow and more fun to abide to. I see her more often and my sisters have grown up so much this year. I used to think of them as nagging little brats but they aren't all that bad when you hang out with them.
Dad and big bro visit me more and it's great to be with them again. Dad always has great stories of how naughty and boyish I was growing up. He says I haven't changed a bit and maybe that's why I connected with my brother better than my sisters and mother. I love it when my dad is around, it's rare for him to visit so I try to make the most of it.
The year is almost over and a new year is upon us MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS