The bigger the flame.
The thicker the wick.
The deeper the shame.
Huh...
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The longer the game.
The quicker the pick.
Why watch it as goes down in flames?
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Why can't you let it all go?
All the pain.
Why are you constantly ducking the blame?
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Seems like no one told you
How you're supposed to
Stand accountable when you are to blame.
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Yeah...
If you tell me to go
Then you never knew
How much that I loved you.
Yeah...
And I can't let go
Then you'll never know
There's no one above you...
Yeah...
I put all that aside
I know that I lied
But I was supposed to...
Tell you that...
Never mind...
Never mind...
Never mind...
I can not stress enough how fucking hard I tried.
You can't admit that you lied cause you thought I lied...
That doesn't justify the times you never tired
I know that
I know that
I know that I made you cry...
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I could not please you so I wanted suicide.
My mind could not take the splitting of you and I.
I go live my life and you just do you while I...
Contemplate all the ways I could conclude the strife.
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It didn't matter...
All of my emotions on a silver platter.
Constantly
Constantly
Climbing a ladder.
Trying not to strike out like the last batter...
"Scattered across the floor."
My broken heart shattered...
Sweeping up the parts
Fumbled in the dark.
Now we both live apart
Tapestry tattered...
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Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
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If you want to let go
Then just tell me so
I swear I'll forgive you.
Yeah.
My wounds will still close
But I cannot say that my love will outlive you.
All that I could do would be
Cry it off
Dry it off
Lie it off.
I can not say I'd move on, that's not quit enough.
I'd have to kill that part of me, or they'd call my bluff...
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Yeah.
The deeper the cut.
The harder the healing
You're scared up and left in a rut...
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But I put you first
I ignored my thirst.
Now the distance feels like a hearse...
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I love you so unconditionally.
It's one-sided, I know
But I wish you could see
Me how I see you
Then maybe somehow it'd be true
Then maybe you could love me
How I love me...
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I understand that we love so differently
But I've seen you love deeper.
Just not deep for me...
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I've waited.
I've waited.
And waited
I'm waiting to be
More than what I was because obviously
Whatever I was was far from worthy...
I don't think that you see
How much your words hurt me.
Even if it always seems unintentionally...
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It is what It is
So I guess we will see
What the future holds
What in this world we will be.