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Chapter 101 - Inclement weather.

You've triggered the Capricorn curse...

Once I love, I can't love in reverse. 

All of my hate is reserved for the hearse. 

So much given can't be reimbursed...

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Sell me the milk

I'm not looking for honey...

Some women just want men who have money.

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Show me your heart

Why bother hide if from me?

I'll submit if you try not to run me.

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All of the things that I feel are too deep.

You try to ride along but can't take a seat.

Too many nights alone, I find it hard to sleep.

Just lonely or alone? Which is haunting me? 

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You say that I'm broken and sad

But I think I'm a puzzle that's just missing pieces...

I smoke

And I float 

And I laugh

And I joke 

Because without you I feel incompleted.

I never gave it up on our dreams 

 I just needed some space 

 So I fucking retreated... 

I had to rip all of you off

 Like old tattoos

 Battle scars 

 That's far from what I needed...

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You never really saw how I bleeded.

Didn't think about what I needed.

There seemed to be little that I could do

That wouldn't remind you

Of something that he did...

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I was honest

Vulnerable.

Defeated. 

She wasn't accountable for what she did.

All of the pain and animosity could be avoided if I could just see it.

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You listened in

But you didn't read it.

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To many fears

You never believed it.

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And none of it matters in the long run because all of your actions are covered in reasons.

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All the little things that you did

Yeah they hurt

And they hurt

And they hurt

Till they didn't...

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I tried to be love's loving proof 

Wasn't enough for you

Even when I repented. 

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I know that I did some dumb shit you resented.

But you don't forgive, your view of me is tented.

I feel like the love that you gave was just rented.

It all felt so real, till the real was presented... 

And.

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I don't know what it is about, all of it

None of it fits

But it all snaps

Together.

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For some reason, I just got too used to the storms that you bring

I loved inclement weather...

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