A tattered beauty.
Edge of psychosis.
When she smiled at me she set my soul astray...
Reminiscent
Of a goddess.
What a shame, her flames can keep the world at bay...
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How do I stay mellow...
Every time I'm close to you?
How are you so damn beautiful...
Every time you walk in the room?
I try not to say the wrong things,
I'd rather just stay silent.
My emotions are ragging,
So internally violent.
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The room was filled with
That scent that you bring.
When the wind blows I can feel you in the air.
It's not for nothing
The nights that pass by.
When I wake up all the memories are there.
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I feel them calling.
All around
In a crowd.
Steady drowning.
All of the walls covered in posters
And closures.
She could never tell that I wanted her.
How I flaunted her...
All of the new locations probably daunted her.
They taunted her.
She wanted her
World to be
Filled with me for a while...
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I feel it falling.
Standing still
In a field.
I'm surrounded.
Nothing left but exposure, erosions.
I could never tell if she was ever really in love
Not with us.
Compared to all the rest, I was not enough.
They were tough
More so than I could be, never called her bluff...
Just lift her up.
Just giving
And giving
And giving
One day I'll regain that trust...
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How do I...