You got a new radio.
I bought another Gundam kit.
Yeah we argued yesterday
But today we saw the end of it.
And
You used to read my journals back when we were just friends.
I think I left a part of myself back in that dimension.
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We walked to get pizza at least once a month, it seemed
And
I would think of you so much, my mind would paint such vivid dreams
And
It didn't matter what the weather was like or even the season
You had a man back then, subconsciously, I helped you cheat
And
I didn't want to leave.
But I'll forever run.
Run.
I'll run.
Run. I'll forever run.
Because you'll never love me deeply enough
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I'll never really be the one...
Or is that all inside of my head?
I have such big feelings.
It can't end here
It's just begun.
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I am insecure
Because you knocked
Over my confidence.
That shit is broken...
Yeah, that shit is broken.
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It wasn't on a pedestal
Yet still too high
To fall from.
Too many tears, it's soaked in.
Soaked in.
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Liquor
It is so much quicker
So much to say.
One more sip
One more shot
Our tongues become much slicker.
But yesterday.
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It was a little different.
You were calmer
I was high as ever
I could read your temperament
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But I'll forever run
Because I never wanted this sort of feeling for us.
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You used to tell me about all of the ways that he hurt you
And I never got to remember them all.
I simply couldn't remember them all.
You read my journals back in the heat of the summer days
I didn't get to study before the test in the much cooler fall.
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I can't get out
Of our memories
Out of what could have be.
I mean...
What could have been?
I shake it all off and wake up to lingering thoughts here once again.