I reached out that summer,
Thought maybe we'd go back to friends.
I never saw it coming...
Should have never let you right back in.
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For a moment my world crumbled,
Fuck, that could have been the end for me...
I held on to nostalgia,
The rest is dipped in infamy...
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And I see now what I couldn't see...
And I feel now what I should have felt...
And I know now what I should have known...
And I stood up where I should have knelt...
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But you left me when you should have stayed.
But I'm glad that it broke off that night...
But I should have took the signs you gave.
But you knew I had you in my sights...
But.
But.
But.
But.
But.
But...
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Fuck that.
You can't say you're sorry.
Yeah, I won't let you kiss me...
Fuck you.
I know I'm not perfect.
And you knew we had history...
Fuck this.
I know it's not worth it.
And you just want to twist me...
Fuck it.
I'm the one who started this,
But you'll just have to miss me...
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Yeah...you'll just have to miss me...
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Because ghosts don't lie.
I know you think about the petty shit you pulled that time.
I know letters haunt you that you keep under your bed...
I know that you can't sleep when you have me upon your mind.
The memories are heavier than everything you said...
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I know the flashbacks are vivid
I feel that shit, cause I live it...
I hope the next dude
Gets the best of you
Cause fuck, you can pivot...
I hope you tell that dude the truth,
Cause most real ones just ain't with it...
I hope you miss me when you kiss him,
Like you'll never forget it...
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Like I'll never forget it.
Like I'll always regret it.
Like my heart is indebted.
And you spent all the credit.
And you caught me, fish netted.
I should have never have betted
Myself that I could win that heart of yours
It was always unvetted.
I was fucking untested.
I was taken for granted.
I was overinvested.
You were in high demand
And...
And...
And...
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Fuck that.
You can't say you're sorry.
Yeah, I won't let you kiss me...
Fuck you.
I know I'm not perfect.
And you knew we had history...
Fuck this.
I know it's not worth it.
And you just want to twist me...
Fuck it.
I'm the one who started this,
But you'll just have to miss me...
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Yeah...you'll just have to miss me...
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Because ghosts don't lie.