THERE'S NOTHING LOUDER THAN SILENCE ,BUT UNTIL IT BREAKS BEFORE YOU REALIZE HOW LOUD IT WAS ..
" What do you mean you are not ?" The whispers escaping his mouth sounding more restrained and Sad ? Than he intended
" I don't know Ale , I don't ! But that shouldn't be your problem " I would have been contented with not telling him about it but .. no
" Why won't it be my problem?"
" Because you will soon be mad at me "
" Diana ! Not now !!" Rami warns ..
" Yes now ... " .
" Can someone tell me something?! I'm tired of this " Ale yells standing up .
" You gonna wanna hear this Ale "! Damon stands and pats his shoulders before heading into the kitchen .. and I'm gonna kill him
" He knows and I don't?? What is going on Diana !?"
" I'm saying it wait ! " I exclaim with hands in the air which in turn Sends a bulb going poof .. yep ! Powers are starting to act up , today ain't my day .
" I don't care how many bulbs or grids you take out ! Just start talking " Ale states almost yelling now .
" I ALMOST KISSED INÉZ " I yell at the top of my lungs , sending my hands apart putting us in total darkness now .. And then - silence..
" ..."
" Diana where's your flashlight?" Stacy's voice breaks the awkward silence ..
" Kitchen , last drawer " I don't break eye contact with Ale who's looking at me like I've grown two heads , till Stacy brings the light and sets it on the centre table ..
" You what ?" He whispers in shock
" It was an accident? I didn't know ! I- i- swear I don't know what got over me ! I felt terrible "
" How did it happen ?"
" Ale that's not -"
" HOW DID IT HAPPEN !" He turns to face Inéz
" I went over to her place, feeling bad for what happened,so I went over to apologize and she conered me , till I started feeling the heat from her body then she stepped back" in summary , inéz explains with her head down and tears in her eyes
" So you were testing out your sexuality on my girlfriend Diana ? " .
" That's not how it is ? Not how it was Ale i-"
" You what ? " .I can't even tell him anything about what happened next now can I ?
" I can't explain what happened anymore than I can explain what's been happening in my life Ale . - I can't and I'm sorry "
" Did you know about this ? How do you feel about this ? " He turns asking Damon
" Well at first I was okay with it , but I guess then I was cunt whipped " he chuckles darkly pouring a glass of whiskey and downing it in one go
" Cunt whipped!" Ale repeats..
" Okay let's all calm down !!" Rami comes closer to as .. now we are all standing
" No ! Don't tell me that when you knew and didn't say anything!" Ale faces him
" You would have done the same" He tells him , Ale scoffs but says nothing
" So you were cunt whipped ?" Ale asks Damon walking over to him taking the bottle from him .. and chugging some down , without a glass
" Yep .. I thought I understood.. and I did but now not so much .. "
" I don't know what to say now .. " Ale sighs
" Wait till you here how your girlfriend masturbated to Mine's briefs " .. Damon all but sings , collects the bottle pours in his glass and drops it beside a shocked Ale .. I watch as my brothers eyes go wide in shock ..
" WHAT TH- WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU DAMON!" I yell at him .. eyes blazing with anger and heat pulsing beneath my veins ..
" What ? " He shrugs " you obviously didn't know how to say it and she's acting so innocent I want to squeeze her from the insides .. " he Snickers at inéz whose eyes look like they are about to fall off the socket
" She what ?" Ale whispers , breaking the resolve I had left
" Yes she did it .. and I'm sorry For almost doing that with her Ale , but it's not like she's so innocent too , but I'm sorry .. "
" And you .. " I face Damon now " I'm sorry , for being unreasonable and thinking that you would just flow with it while being ' cunt whipped ' I really am , and I realized what I was doing was wrong and I stopped , I didn't kiss her !!" I say looking from Ale to Damon " and I know it still doesn't make it right , sweet eve I know ! But I love you both .. and I can't stand this.. maybe it's cause I feel like I might pass out again or something but please!!!!! " I cry out of yell out depends on whose listening as I feel it again ! The piercing pain !
" NO NO NO !!! AHHHH" I fall to my knee in front of them and open my eyes to see panicking faces .
" DIANA!! " they all chorus , with Damon falling to his knees with me and Rami holding me from behind.
" Hey hey princess !! " Ale holds my face in his hands ...
" I-m ss...-orry " I manage to muster that ! .. I no longer feel like passing out , I feel like screaming , I just want it out
" What do we do princess ?" Rami asks holding me tight
"Nothing it will pass "
" This was how she passed out last time " Damon says caressing my cheeks , with sweat rolling down from my head ..
" The bath !! " Damon exclaims
" What ? " I hear Ale asks as my eyes close , but I force it open
" She's fire , heat , .. she needs water !!" He carries me up and runs to The bathroom with the others following behind .. the conversation off before disappearing - for now ..
" Stay with me Kocheshka !! " Damon whispers gently placing me in the bath tub , I let out a piercing scream .. with wide eyes I watch the shelves tumble over , the mirrors crack and explode all over , everyone ducks while shadows envelope us as protection from the glass .. " I'm sorry " I whisper as I finally let my eye lids close .