Here's how those events might be expressed through Gaster's personal entries, showcasing his scientific perspective while subtly hinting at the strained relationship between him and S-1:
Entry #███
The Development of S-1
It has become apparent over the years that S-1 possesses a sharper intellect than P-2. His ability to process information, his problem-solving skills—they are undeniably superior. And so, I have deemed it necessary to assign him the role of my assistant.
His tasks are varied and crucial: organizing research notes, transcribing data, even handling the mundane aspects of life, such as meal preparation. While these responsibilities are seemingly trivial, they are essential to maintaining the efficiency of my work. Yet, I cannot ignore the defiance lurking in his demeanor. A lack of enthusiasm for his tasks—no, not laziness, but rather… an absence of agency. A resistance born of something deeper.
But resistance or not, I must press forward. My work is too important to be hindered by sentiment.
Entry #███
The Magic Eye Prototype
S-1 has proven invaluable in my experiments, not only as an assistant but as a subject. Today marked the first trial of the Magic Eye—a device of my own design. It is intended to amplify the inherent magic of any monster, granting them extraordinary power. Of course, the price of such amplification is steep: increased exhaustion and rapid depletion of their magic reserves.
Fitting the device was… difficult. S-1 resisted, not physically, but in spirit. He stared at me with an expression I could not decipher. Fear? Betrayal? I had little time to dwell on it. The trial was necessary.
The results were promising: a significant boost in his magical output, though at great cost. His stamina was nearly depleted within minutes of use. Adjustments must be made. I cannot afford for this device to fail, not when the potential applications are so immense.
Entry #███
Other Experiments Conducted on S-1
My experiments on S-1 extend far beyond the Magic Eye. He has become integral to my studies on the limits of monster physiology and magical endurance. I have tested the effects of prolonged magical suppression, inducing a state of near-stasis to observe recovery rates. I have subjected him to variations in magical flow, from rapid surges to complete deprivation.
The data is invaluable. I can feel the understanding of magic's inner workings growing with each test. And yet… his reactions trouble me. He does not cry out or complain, yet his silence is deafening. There is a stillness to him now that was not there before, a resignation I cannot afford to acknowledge.
Entry #███
A Personal Note
S-1's performance is flawless. His intellect, his adaptability—they surpass my expectations. And yet, there is a question that haunts me: have I pushed him too far? His lack of will, his distant gaze… They are distractions, I know. But they linger in my thoughts, a reminder of the cost of progress.
For now, I shall focus on the results. The work must continue. There is no room for doubt.
—W.D. Gaster