I remember, not everything but I remember that I used a magic to leave a message for myself, it activated and with that two commands were given to me, the first is to create a useful magic.
But I'm not sure what a "useful" magic is, so I created something that I judged to be useful, and the second thing was a suicide command, but it seems not to have hit the conditions to carry out the second command yet.
However, thanks to the recorded message, I know the situation I'm in, I'm being deceived by Alyssa, we're not a couple or anything like that, in fact she's just a crazy person.
As we enter her room, I think about what else I'm losing, but when I think too much, my head hurts, so it's hard to think, I wonder why I gave myself that command to kill myself.
What the previous "me" knows that I don't know and what the perfect activation condition is, I question, I think I know partially.
