This is ridiculous! Jenna couldn't possibly have such dirty thoughts, and if I was right, why did her words earlier sound like she had asked me to sleep with her husband? Was she used to open marriage, or was she crazy? Maybe she didn't have aplastic anemia but rather a faulty brain nerve. She was crazy. Maybe schizo or bipolar.
I just walked back and forth in my room, and the plan to go to bed early didn't work out the way I had hoped.
It wasn't. Jenna wasn't giving me a chance; she was belittling me. She must have thought I still wanted Blake like I did a dozen years ago. Was that so? If this assumption was true, she was really out of line. I was also out of line for letting her look down on me. I should have vented my emotions earlier. But what happened was that I just let go of Jenna's embrace and walked away silently.
