Now the life style changed more than a little. I bought new clothes, ate delicious plates, and sent money regularly to my lovely mother. This last action had a strong effect on all my family members, who started feeling that misery had found a way of the solution. Concerning me, things were totally the opposite. I felt another burden added to my first ones: the one of being with strange people, and the one of missing the protection of parents since a young age. Sincerely, my period in Italy was completely full of joy and happiness that somehow pushed me to forget for a while my previous miserable situation.