Still trying to recover from all the sufferings that I lived since my childhood. I have learnt from different books to look for a method that will get me out from all these bad situations. I even make many friends who are helping me to neglect all the previous bad things but still a large gap of the absence of the siblings. Here I mean the brothers and sisters. They must be in my side as o am the youngest one among them. I from time to time make some initiations to be in contact with them. To realise this, I contact some of them at any occasion that permits me to do that; however I find many obstacles from their sides. Such as the refusal or the prejudgment. I continue trying this so as to achieve my objectives of being with my siblings.