I can't believe this happened. I can't believe I let this happen. What the hell is wrong with me?
What is this?
I had promised myself it wouldn't come to this again. I swore it wouldn't. And yet, here he was.... on top of me, inside me, releasing into me again.
My mind immediately raced to Victor.
Panic flared through me.
I began pushing against Cesar, frantic. I wasn't on birth control. I never had been. I wasn't dating anyone. I wasn't in a relationship. And yet here I was, letting him have me without protection, again. Knowing full well what happened the first time.
Knowing I should've stopped this.
His hand caught mine, firm but not forceful and pinned it above my head. His eyes locked on mine, and whatever he saw in them must have shaken him, because something in his face shifted. The cocky edge melted into something softer. Calmer.
He started kissing me. My face. My mouth. My throat. Any part of me he could reach.
