Moments I spent with you in Alfheim, the days you've forgotten about are forever engraved in my heart. Seeing you again has always and will be a great joy and sorrow, knowing everything you have gone through and everything we gave up just to be happy but we are never happy in every lifetime. It always illuded me that dream of yours, never quite something in my grasp but i could see it in your eyes, how much it meant. Even when you had no idea who you are it was always visible through the windows of your eternal soul.
I remembered it vividly that day we first met in this life, I was looking for apartments in the area then i saw that one tuck-shop. A red shack made from iron roofing's cut and bent precisely to make the shop, as i stood there waiting for the old lady to bring me a can of coke my ears got distracted by the sound of flipflops dragging and approaching me from behind. At first i paid no heed but it was the shop keepers reaction to you that made me turn around, in every life you look the same. Tears swelled up vigorously in my eyes but i held them in, your white shinning hair, lush white eyebrows and lashes, pink flush lips and most of all your beautiful crimson eyes. Features that never seem to change no matter which life or skin you adorn, and there you were standing behind me but i couldn't touch, hug, kiss, or even stare into your eyes. The sadness and madness of meeting you and reminding you never once became a burden but it was a joy, the joy of falling in love with you every time is an ecstasy i couldn't keep my hands of off.
We fell in love again like we always do but it also came to an early end as it always does, at first i blamed myself for getting you involved with the royal family but after great consideration it finally dawned on me that our love is fated to an early end and your life is cursed by the family you are born and bound too. So i hope in the next life you will rise above the curse and when you do I'll be waiting in that place.
My beloved Elven Lord, your faithful
Eleanor