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Chapter 28 - Chapter 28 - The Dinner

Callie sat across from Kyle at a secluded table on the Sunset Deck, a soft breeze playing with strands of her hair as the sea below whispered and roared in turns. The rhythmic crashing of waves against the shore filled the silence between them, a natural soundtrack that somehow made the tension more profound. Above them, the sun dipped slowly toward the horizon, casting golden hues across the sky. It bathed Callie in light, her skin glowing like it belonged to the sun itself. The soft fabric of her dress shimmered subtly, clinging elegantly to her figure in a way that made Kyle forget to breathe.

He couldn't stop looking at her.

Not just because she was beautiful—though she was—but because she looked whole. Poised. Strong. Like she had rebuilt herself from the ashes of what they once were, and was now untouchable in a way he both admired and deeply regretted.

Their food sat mostly untouched, growing cold between them. Every time their hands moved toward their plates, they paused, as if even eating felt like a betrayal of the unspoken emotions crowding the table.

Finally, Kyle set down his fork and leaned forward slightly. His jaw clenched as he reached across the table, his fingers hesitating before brushing against hers.

"Callie, I'm sorry," he said, his voice rough with emotion. "For everything. I don't expect you to forgive me, but... I need you to know that I regret what I did every single day."

Callie didn't pull her hand away.

She stared at their fingers—how easily they could still fit together, how familiar his warmth felt. Her mind swirled with memories—quiet mornings wrapped in his arms, laughter in the kitchen, whispered promises in the dark. And then... the moment it all shattered. The late-night phone call. The confirmation. The disbelief. The way she had screamed until her throat burned. The ache that stayed long after the tears stopped.

"Kyle," she said, her voice tight, trembling under the weight of everything she hadn't said in months, "you were my whole world. Everything I imagined about my future had you in it. And then, you threw it all away like it meant nothing. Do you know how that felt?"

He flinched, visibly. His grip on her hand tightened just slightly, as though letting go might send her drifting away forever.

"I do," he said quietly. "And it kills me every day. I thought I could live with my mistake, that I could just... move forward. But I can't. Losing you was the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I hate myself for what I did."

She looked up at him then, really looked. His eyes were glassy, his shoulders slumped, his expression a raw mixture of shame and longing. He wasn't the confident man she had once fallen for. He was fractured, too.

"I don't know if I can ever forget," she admitted, the confession breaking free from a place deep inside. "The betrayal, the pain—it's still there. I don't walk around with it every day anymore, but it shows up in the quiet moments. It sneaks into my dreams. And some days... it still feels like it just happened."

Kyle nodded, his throat moving with a swallow. "I don't expect you to forget. Or to pretend like it didn't happen. I just want a chance to prove to you that I've changed. That I've learned. That I know what it means to love someone the right way."

Callie turned her gaze out to the sea, the horizon stretching endlessly before her. She'd always loved the ocean—its calm and its chaos, its ability to swallow things whole and return them changed. Sometimes broken, sometimes softened.

"I don't know if love is enough, Kyle," she said finally, voice low. "Love didn't stop you from hurting me before. What's different now?"

He ran a hand through his hair, leaning back in his chair like the question hit him somewhere deep. "Because I see it now. What I ruined. What I could've had. I was selfish. Scared. I thought I could have everything without consequence. And when I lost you... it broke something in me. I've been trying to put the pieces back together ever since."

Tears burned at the back of her eyes, but she didn't let them fall—not yet. She needed clarity. She needed truth.

"And what if I let you back in and you break me again?" she asked, her voice raw. "What if I go through all of this—trusting you, loving you—and it ends the same way?"

Kyle shook his head, his expression pained. "Then I'll live with the guilt for the rest of my life. But I promise you, Callie—I wouldn't risk your heart again if I wasn't absolutely certain. You were... are... everything. I don't want a second chance because it's convenient. I want it because I finally understand what I lost."

Silence fell again, heavier this time. The waves rolled in and out, like time itself was holding its breath.

After a moment, Kyle gently released her hand, sensing her walls starting to rise again.

"I just needed to tell you that," he said softly. "No pressure. No expectations. Just the truth. I'll be at the lounge near the resort entrance at 10 PM, in case you decide you want to talk more."

He stood slowly, his movements hesitant, like he didn't want to leave but knew he had to. His eyes lingered on her face, memorizing every detail. And then, without another word, he turned and walked away.

Callie sat frozen, staring after him until he disappeared into the golden shadows of the evening. Then the weight of everything hit her like a crashing tide. The pain, the longing, the hope she didn't want to admit was still alive.

Tears slipped down her cheeks, silent and unrelenting, as she buried her face in her hands.

This was the closure she had been waiting for. The moment she had imagined a thousand different ways. And yet, it hadn't brought peace. Not entirely. It had reopened old wounds... and yet somehow, it had also cracked something open inside her.

Something tender. Something unfinished.

As the sky darkened into velvet and the moon rose above the waves, Callie sat quietly with her heart in her hands, unsure which piece to pick up first. One thing was clear—tonight had changed something. Maybe forever.

And somewhere deep inside, where the past still flickered and the future whispered in riddles, she wondered if part of her... still wanted to believe.

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