[Disclaimer: Mature Scenes.] R18+
"Do you want to see something?" Phoenix offered. Ash only nodded as Phoenix slowly took down his pants, showing only his boxers with a hard-on.
Ash knelt down, burying his face in the fabric that separated his face and Phoenix's member. It was hard, and Ash slowly examined it. Licking the fabric slowly as Phoenix rolled his eyes upwards, feeling the ecstasy. He grabbed Ash's hair, trying to make him stop, but inside he knew he'd want him to continue.
"Can I see it?" Ash pleaded, looking up at Phoenix. Phoenix nodded, covering his mouth. His black boxers down, Phoenix's members surprised Ash. The steaming hot breaths made Phoenix shiver as Ash licked the tip of the member.
Ash played with it, licking and kissing, and eventually slowly sucking it. He'd suck it deep, causing Phoenix to moan out loudly, still grabbing onto Ash's hair. It was euphoric, to say the least. How can Ash know how to do this? He did this for a couple of minutes, trying to hold it in, not making himself cum.
Ash stood up and sat on Phoenix, hugging him tightly while giving him a messy kiss. They were both in a trance, craving one another. Hungry, much like beasts in heat.
"Do you want to do me, Phoenix?" Ash asked seductively, pressing and moving his bottom in Phoenix's lap.
"Not yet, Ash," Phoenix said in between his breaths. He continued ravishing Ash. His lips, to his ear, to his neck. Not leaving any inch untouched. Phoenix began stripping him off, licking his chest and his nipples. Ash could only moan, grabbing Phoenix's hair.
"Fuck," Ash mumbled under his breath. Phoenix made Ash turn around, still sitting on his lap. Ash was still wearing his pants, and Phoenix wanted to tease him. He grabbed Ash's bulge and tried playing on it—Ash's moans grew louder. Phoenix, more hungry now, stripped Ash's pants, leaving him bare and naked. His member leaked pre-cum.
Phoenix started stroking Ash's member slowly. The constant stroke made Ash even more hungry. Phoenix, still taking the lead, started licking Ash's neck. Heavy breathing filled the room, and the occasional moans would break the silence. The intimacy made everything hotter. Sweat began to form, and their bodies became sticky.
"Phoenix, if you keep doing that, I'll cum," Ash said, trying to catch his breath. Phoenix, not listening, picked up his face. Moaning and groaning until Ash finally reached his climax. His load shot to his stomach, and some even got in his face. He turned his head around and began kissing the other aggressively.
Phoenix picked Ash up and began carrying him over to the bathroom. Both of them standing up in the closed space made something in Ash's stomach churn. It was erotic. Phoenix turned on the shower as the tiny drops of water hit their bodies. Phoenix pinned Ash to the wall, both facing each other.
"Don't you dare make me cum again, Phoenix," Ash said. Trying to let go of the tight grip Phoenix had.
"Are you sure?" Phoenix questioned, grinning while licking his lips.
"Stop teasing me," Ash said, groaning. Phoenix laughed and kissed him. Pecks turned to kisses. Kissing from his lips down to his throat, biting down.
"Let's go wash you now," Phoenix stopped in his tracks and began washing Ash. Ash looked at Phoenix with disbelief. Phoenix, trying to hold in his laughter as he grabbed the shampoo and began washing Ash's face.
Settling down on Phoenix's bed, both of them snuggled tight together. The cold breeze of the air conditioner surrounded them, but the warmth of each other made it bearable. Hugging tightly, Ash felt comfort and security in Phoenix's arms.
While Phoenix slowly drifted into his sleep, Ash was wide awake. Rethinking decisions as reality has sunk in. It was a weird position to be in, in bed with his classmate. Boyfriends? Not quite. Friends? Still is, but it is not the right definition. At this point, they were friends, more than friends but less than that of a couple.
Ash thought for a bit. He knew the risk and consequences of agreeing with this, but it was hard when you are put in it. He'd read books and seen shows of how situations like this could go. First is the happy ending, where realization could sink in and feelings could actually empower both of them. Or the bad ending, where one wants to stop this situation because they've found someone new. Either way, Ash was unsure of it. Especially knowing that he can't make "this"public nor tell anyone about this.
How can he go to school, knowing he slept in the same bed with a classmate, and still act like nothing happened? He knew he was the possessive type, a little bit obsessive, but how can he act like a boyfriend when in fact they are not? What if he's jealous? What if other people try to get close to Phoenix, but he can't do anything about it?
Spiraling into his thoughts, he felt Phoenix's arms wrapped around him. He was still sleeping, and that made Ash have a little hope. He tried closing his eyes, trying to forget about the what-ifs. But even when he's asleep, reality is never that easy. When he wakes up tomorrow, will Phoenix still be cuddled up in his arm? Will he kiss him good morning, or will it be something like a one-night stand? Thoughts after thoughts came, but still tiredness won over him. His mind wandered into the distance as sleep came over him.
Phoenix was still awake, catching small glimpses of Ash in the dark. He knew Ash was thinking deeply of something, and that made Phoenix's heart ache a little for the other. This was risky, and while afraid of the consequence, he wanted to try it. He'd been head over heels for Ash for a minute now, but something was holding Phoenix back.
Afraid of the commitment, he wanted to live in the moment. Not minding the future but cherishing the present. The issues he knew he had to face, he wanted to not think about it for now. What he wants is to take care of Ash. He wants to know him a little better, and maybe, just maybe, he'd have the guts to face the consequences. But for now, he'd accepted his fate to be a coward. Fear is slowly creeping in on him, and he doesn't even know how close he'd have to be to face the consequences.
Seeing Ash, already closing his eyes, he'd made himself get closer to him. Kissed him on the forehead and hugged him tight. Phoenix was already tired, letting himself sleep peacefully.