Hi guys it's ruby again I just wanted to continue from were we left off yesterday well not really yesterday but last page i kinda forgot i had this anyways, As you know having three kids in the last 4 years is hard but that wasn't the real reason they got divorced if it wasn't the helping or anything else I think they just felt out of love when I was born like my mum wanted to get divorced to him but he wouldn't sign the papers and if your muslim which we are the guy has to agree after waiting for 4 years they finally got divorced I don't remember anything I was literally four years old but what i do remember is when my mum had bought a new tv and all i could remember was my dad sitting on couch while I was trying to tell him my Dad he didn't even look at me that day or say anything he knew I was talking but he just didn't care I saw the pity in the tv man putting the tv up on the wall staring like he was waiting for my dad to say something or even just look at me but all he cared about was money soccer and his god dam job it frustrated me but I soon started to realise their was no point and soon he was gone.
After a year my mum got married and dad both got married he married an 18 year old while in his 30s and my mum married a guy a year older then hee he seemed kind he was good working helped my mum with money and gave some to her family members and even move country to be with her and us me and my sister saw him for first time he said something rude to my sister Ari he told her to eat the food my mum made for us as a family but my sister Ari was a very picky eater and couldn't eat the food my mum had made, my mum gave my sister nutella and bread so she could eat and sit at the table as family but he kept asking her to eat it Ari hated that and didn't like he as much but our mum was alive and he would soon get a job and help out our mum and I didn't think he was so bad it hurt seeing him knowing he is ten times better then my dad and did the stuff my dad didn't do he took care of my mum and they went on a honeymoon my mum first vacation my dad didn't take her because he doesn't like vacation and doesn't see the point even for your honeymoon my mum really like it and when they left to go my dad came over and my cousin and took care of us till they came back even though my dad doesn't care that much i think he does truly love me and my siblings a little bit I think but not enough to say it or do stuff for us I gtg to high school since 2 week holidays are over and i'm writing in the morning but I will tell you more later
love dear: Ruby❤️