It was a sunny Friday afternoon. I was in the bus coming back from school. Everything seemed nice around me. People were happy that the week was finally over, couples were walking together, familes in their cars, and there was me.
All of my friends were together, they left me behind like most of the time so I took my bus to go home early after-school. I got off the bus at a random stop, it was on the sidewalk of a bridge. There was a highway right under the bridge. The highway was not full but, it had multiple cars coming at maximum speed. To me that day was the day. The day where everything was gonna end. The day where I was gonna end it all. I remember going on top of the thin bar that was separating me from the highway. The thoughts of jumping were strong but for a reason I don't know, I decided not to jump, yet, it was supposed to be the day.. I continued rest of the way of home walking. When I got home that day I didn't go see my mom to say hi, I just went in my room on my bed. I was leaning on my back when I started thinking. I was overthinking. How did I go from being a "cool kid" to trying to kill myself for the third time ? And before I even knew it, I fell asleep.
*Bell ring*.
-Yo ! Emmanuel wake up, it recess !
*Emmanuel wakes up with a confused face*.
-Huh ? Yeah I'm coming don't worry. He says while yawning.
-Okay but hurry up or else we're gonna set the teams up without you !
-I wonder where Ms. Sarah is at. Said Emmanuel. Well she might be outside watching the others right now, I should join them !
*During recess*
-Alright so the teams are set!
-Team one is, Me, Emmanuel and Sam.
-Team two is Benjamin, Rachid and Liam.
-Uhh, c-can I play with you guys?
-No Daniel go away. Said Emmanuel annoyed.
-But I-
-I said GO ! We don't want you !
-Hey Emmanuel that's not nice, come on.
-Jaylen, you know I'm right. He's weird, not good at basketball and annoying.
-If you say so man.
*After the recess*
-Hey uh Emmanuel.
-What do you want again ?!
-Sorry, I just want to know why you're so mean with me..
- ...
-Emman-
-Shut up. I never said I was gonna answer your dumb question.
-Okay, I-I'm sorry-
-Just leave me alone, I ain't your friend.
-Your selfish.
-Huh who said that ? Show yourself or else I'm gonna-
-Behind you idiot.
*Emmanuel turns around*
-Wait you look like-
-You? Yeah, I'm you. The older you. Because of you my life is ruined.
-What !?
-Wake up Emmanuel. Wake up !
-WAKE UP !!
-AHH !
*Emmanuel checks the clock*
-7h35. Damn, I woke up too early today.