It been at least an hour that I've tried to fall back to sleep since 7h35. I know I have to get up but it feels like the air is heavy, like it's pushing me on my bed. After another hour of scrolling through my phone, I decided to get up and get something to eat. Finally, breakfast, I was actually hungry all those hours so when I was walking my way to my fridge I was so happy. Then I opened up the fridge and..! It was empty. Well, I guess I'm gonna make some peanut butter toast. I said in my head.
(In my mind) -Damn, I forgot I have to go play basketball with Darius at 2h30 ! Well, I just gotta take a good shower and put on some sports clothes.
At that time, it was the start of spring but it was pretty windy so it was a good weather to me. After taking a good shower I felt like sleeping so I went to bed for a while and ended up waking up at 2h43. My bus was coming at 2h50 so I decided to put basics clothes and then just go outside with my ball. The road on the bus was pretty calm, it was pretty quiet too, everything seemed nice around me. When I got off my bus I realized that Darius arrived at same time as me. I went to join him on the other side walking and then we started speaking to eachothers. We started babbling about life, about school and about sports.
We spent a good hour and a half playing basketball, it was kinda heated but I still ended up beating him 10 to 2. But then everything started to shift. My mom's husband came to pick me up and he looked like he was in a hurry so I figured that both of them needed me. As I was in the car going back home, he said in créole that my uncle got into a car accident and they needed me to watch my little brother while they were going to the hospital. I remember shaking a little bit, I was feeling weird after he told me that and my throat suddenly became dry, it was hard to even breathe normally. When I got home I rushed to the living room with my little brother and we stayed there. It took three hours and a half before my mom and her husband came back home, maybe it was even more. During that time I had a little argument with my girlfriend Kenia. She made me a joke that I didn't like and my reaction apparently pissed her off. I also tried fixing my friend problems, Sanjo's problems. That day was weird and also.. messy to me.
When it was 8h45 I just ran in my bed and rest to restore the energy lost in those random situations. Then is suddenly started raining, the sound of the raindrops was so calm and beautiful that it made me fall asleep. I felt like in one of those Dark Fantasy videos I see on Tik Tok. Everything felt so peaceful just like in a Dark Fantasy world. I love Dark Fantasy, it is my only safe place. When I watch those videos I feel good, calm, and somehow happy. I felt like I was gonna fall asleep so I did a quick prayer and fell asleep real quick.