Running far to chase the unreachable stars
So that I can distract myself from the pain of my darkened scars
I feel trapped in this glass made jar
Iam so close to it, yet I feel so far
While smoking an intoxicating digital cigar
It intoxicates me with a different kind of smoke
Tell me when did I become like this when did I become broke ?
When did I actually accept the ordinary and become a part of the common folk
Seeing my past I feel like it's all just a bad joke
Storing my tears inside to keep my eyes dry, to never soak
Forgetting my only pure goal
Submitting to whispers forcing myself to change my soul
Slowly turning into an inhumane ghoul
The smell that I now emitted was foul
Drifting in this world i groan
But then I heard a call from the unknown
It reminded me that I did not own
And this life I have is nothing but a short term loan
A loan to submit to the lord of seas
The one who made this universe and did not require any fees
The one who created time and space and gave it to you on a lease
He alone is the worthy one
He is the one that commands the sun
He was there before anything and everything begun
From the largest star to the smallest atom shall return to him alone
He owns the knowledge of the known and the knowledge of the unknown
He created us from clay and bone
To him belongs the arsh, the highest throne
I realised how ignorant I was
All of this had happened because of a cause
These scar might've not been of my own claws
But now I knew what were my own flaws
All the problems caused due to my deviation from his laws
With this I stood there in a pause
This is when I knew I had a cause.