I can only assume, really, what you may be guessing if I choose to send this document to you. I probably will to be honest. I genuinely wish my knowledge and influence could help you. I simply want to make use of my one sided 3 years worth of love to you to be of use in any way possible. Sometimes, love between both parties isn't enough to make a relationship work and tragically that is our friendship and probably other factors. I also do think you deserve every ounce of love that I can humanely possibly give to you. I want nothing more than to share with you my happiness :).
Half of it is an explanation on why I did the things I did and the other half is me expressing my romantic love for you. You can read all of it if you want, I just always wanted to express myself properly. Sorry if it makes you uncomfortable at all, I only wanted to express myself, you can do whatever you want with my um letter in this document. I also apologize for being impulsive and wanting to settle this immediately as it is a trauma response and I have been pressured or have had the mindset where I never took my time with these kinds of things.