Your heart raced wildly as you found yourself enveloped in his warm embrace, his strong arms wrapping around you like an unbreakable shield. You looked down at Jungkook, your palms pressing against the firm contours of his chest, feeling the rhythmic thump of his heartbeat matching the frantic cadence of your own.
"You... do you actually like Mingyu?" he asked, his voice tinged with an urgency that made your pulse quicken even more.
You couldn't help but smile at his question, a playful glint in your eyes. "Does it seem that way to you?" you replied, tilting your head slightly, gauging his reaction.
"Do you?" Jungkook insisted, his eyebrows knitting together in concern, a frown playing on his lips.
"If I truly liked Mingyu, do you think I would be here like this with you?" you asked, your fingers gently weaving through his dark brown hair, occasionally giving it a teasing, prolonged tug. The intimate act sent shivers down your spine.
"Is that why you're acting this way? Because you're jealous?"
He closed his eyes momentarily, surrendering to the gentle caress of your fingers, savoring the connection before reopening them slowly.
"Then touch me and kiss me like you used to," he urged softly, a deep longing lacing his words.
"You're awake," you replied shyly, a rush of warmth flooding your cheeks as embarrassment crept in.
"And?" he pressed, his gaze unwavering and intense.
"You're looking at me," you admitted, feeling increasingly flustered under the weight of his stare.
Jungkook's eyes widened in surprise. "Are you actually feeling shy?" His smile bloomed, revealing those endearing bunny teeth that always made your heart flutter. "It's because of this? So, nothing's changed? You... still have feelings for me?"
A huge knot formed in your throat, rendering you momentarily speechless. What could you possibly say? That you were head over heels for him? That you would sacrifice everything just to stay in his arms? That he meant the world to you? Did he forget the countless times you had bared your soul to him? Or had the weight of fear and jealousy clouded his mind and dulled his memory?
In a burst of bravery, you covered his eyes with your palm, shushing the doubts swirling in your mind. Leaning in closer, you drew in a deep breath, feeling the warmth radiating from his skin as your other hand found its resting place at the back of his head. Your lips grazed over his cheek, a soft whisper of affection as you trailed delicate kisses down his jawline, savoring the velvety texture of his skin. You could feel him relax beneath your touch, as if you were weaving a spell over him.
Jungkook's hands found their way to your face, cradling your cheeks with a tender touch. As your lips brushed against the space beneath his lower lip, he subtly tilted his head, seeking to kiss the small patch between your nose and upper lip. A warmth unfurled within you, a melting sensation that made your heart race even faster.
His grip tightened around your cheeks as he pulled your upper lip slowly into the warmth of his mouth, nipping at it with a playful bite. The world around you faded away, leaving only the intoxicating chemistry igniting between your bodies. A delightful shudder coursed through you, enveloping you in a haze of warmth and electricity. Jungkook's smile, nestled against your lips, was confirmation of the spark that lit up the air around you.
You felt an urge to pull away, but the way he grasped the back of your head kept you anchored in place. One of his hands slipped from your cheek, capturing yours and gently removing it from his eyes, as if you were two stars colliding in a universe of your own, blissfully lost in each other.
"It better be true Y/N."Your eyebrows lifted up in confusion. "You and Mingyu. It better be true that nothing happened between the two of you. Because I will not care or give a fuck who Mingyu is."
"What? " You placed your palms on the bed at each side of his shoulders for support as you looked down at him in shock.
Jungkook's expression was dead serious as he stared back at you.
"I am not like you Y/N. I can easily forget about feelings. For me, If they are happy I am happy thingy doesn't work. I would kill Mingyu. I would kill you. And why not? Maybe I would kill myself as well. Do you understand? "
"You can't just say that. "
"But I can. "
"You ran away. You came here without saying anything to me. You let a complete stranger touch you. You fucked so many and maybe you will do it again, but you have the nerve to throw this in my face? "
"Because it's different. "
"Different? " You huffed in disbelief.
"For me it's nothing. I don't give a shit about them. I feel nothing about them. They are just... Things I use for a little while. But for you it's different." Jungkook said as he grabbed your waist and rolled, putting you under him.
"If you accept someone, it is because you have feelings for that person. That's why it's different. "
But you couldn't get over the first thing he said.
"That means you lied? About not sleeping with her? How should I take this Jungkook? "
"Are you still using people? "
You tensed as you gazed deep into each other's eyes without neither of you saying anything. Then your eyes widened at the feeling of his hand sliding slowly under your tank top caressing your stomach gently, never breaking eye contact.
You could feel his desire as he leaned in towards you. His other hand slid the strap to your tank top aside and he kissed your shoulder. Your eyes filled up with tears. His hands trailed up your sides, his lips teased your neck with soft kisses and all you could do was letting your tears make their way out, on your cheeks.
"You don't care about me after all." You whispered.
Jungkook stopped and looked into your teary eyes.
"You don't care how I feel. "
"Y/N..."
"You throw questions wanting to know about my feelings. If I love you if you are important to me. But what about me? Don't you ask yourself if your words and actions are actually hurting me? What do you think I am? I am not a robot. I have my limits and I can't do this anymore."
You pushed him away from you and left the bed ready to run away. But Jungkook was faster and he caught you by your wrist.
"Go to hell." You whispered new tears on your cheeks.
"You don't mean it. "
You glared at him. "I was ready to get over everything. I was ready to throw my life away for you. But there's one thing I can't accept Jungkook. Lies. I will not let myself be played by you. Wasn't Jennie good enough? Do you really need to have me as well? This world is full of girls. Go and fuck them all."
You slapped him. "Never touch me again. I don't know who you are anymore."
Jungkook's eyes saddened as he stared at the closed door.
Flashback.
Jennie: Can we do this again? You are really something else. I think I may get addicted.