The three stages of grief ... Yh that's the norms ... But then we forget the three stages of acceptance! I never cared about the stages of grief but now I care about acceptance! And now I'm at the first stage .. FLEET HAPPINESS , the name says it all , it might not last but who's telling me ? No one .
" It's not your style .. humph " Ale has complained non stop since he heard I'm moving out of the dorm.. and even now that we are here he's still complaining.. his little way of saying he will miss me even though I'm not far .
" I'll make it my style Alejandro .. " I wrap his hand around my neck ..
" Where's your ex boyfriend anyways ?"
" Ex?"
" Yh ex , why isn't he here " he puts his weight on my shoulder
" He's not my ex Alejandro, we didn't break up " I punch his shoulder and step away from him
" I wish you did though* sighs " I can't believe him
" He said he has things to care of "
" Things more important than you ?" .. I stare at Rami for help because I know he isn't right but it stings , he understood my pleas and came through .. it's a good thing they are two .
" Instead of focusing on her relationship why don't you focus on the innocent flower you decided to take under your wings Alejandro.. it's a wicked world " he hums
" Eyes off Inéz " Ale growls
" Then shut up and leave Diana alone , she has things to do " I'm always grateful for both of them in my life . They are one of the things that are right in my life.
" Okay let's all relax ! Let's arrange the boxes , then later I'll arrange them well"
" Why do we have to help you ? You are the one that left ! " Ale leans back lazily on the door frame
" Common princess, I'll help you " Rami collects the box from me and starts helping me ...
" Way to make it seem like I'm the Heartless one Ramiro ! Good job " He grumbles and starts working with us
" Seriously though why isn't he here Diana ?" Ale pesters
" Who Damnit?!" I hiss and blow my hair from my mouth
" Damon ! Why isn't he here , isn't he meant to be hip deep with you since after you made up " Ale swipes my hair back and hooks it behind my ears
" Well , we might have made up .. but em - I took things overboard so I guess it's normal for him to not actively be with me or by my side - he might ...- um he might need space " I continue working without looking up .
" That's stupid " Ale whispers
" He's busy .. drop it !! "
" Alright .. princess" sounding a lot like mockery .
Three hours later ....
" I'm about to pass out " I hiss as a dive on the bed
" You are just lazy we did most of the work " Maybe that's true
" Yes Ale but I'm still tired . "
" We have class by 4 , we have been here since 11 Princess.. I have to go " Rami stands up from the couch in almost lazy motion .. like watching an annoying 3d sexy action figure .. I'm joking
" Okay " I whisper unsure if I want to be left alone
" I'm also going !" Ale announces jumping up
" What why are you going ??!!"
" Class !.."
" You don't have class "
" Ugh fine , I have things to attend to I'll see you later "
I still hear their voices.. probably arguing downstairs , before their voice becomes a memory, dramatic I know! But I'm ...
" Damnit! Ugh I'm gonna cry "i jump at the sound of the glass shattering .. " I zone out for one minute.. just one .. " I look down at the shattered glass one last time before I go to find The brush and pan ... " Welp " ..
" Where did they keep It ?"
" Ah there it is.. "
Turns out there's plenty time on your hands when you stay alone .. no one mentioned that . Also I've been staring at my phone like I'm gonna make the call come in .. it's been hours so either he's avoiding me or he just doesn't care anymore
" He still cares right?" I ask the glass of water on the table with my finger drawing invisible lines in it
" RIGHT ??" I whisper and yell at the same time squeezing the glass
" Ouch .. why you hot ?" I hiss -wait why's it hot ? Heat- heat Diana ... It's just heat ! I sigh in relief .
I wake up in the living room where I fell asleep ... I don't know maybe I imagined I would be in the bedroom where a certain someone would have carried me there .. but a girl can't dream too much I guess
" What's the time ? I rub a hand over my face.. "3 am" let's call it a night. .. i don't even take a shower as I jump on the bed and let the darkness caress me to sleep and yes that's just imagery .. he's not here !.