A few days have passed since Ben has told her about that, they haven't spoken a word about it since
They kept hanging out more and more often, but most of it was just pure silence and staring at the sky
"Ben?" Kate asked him, looking into his eyes
"What is it?"
"I was just wondering a few things you know? I wanted to ask about your injuries first"
"Oh these?" Ben looked at the scars he had all over his body, and shrugged
"I guess I do move a lot in my sleep", he said laughing to cover up the lie
"Alright alright, second question, do you like anyone.. Currently?"
"No i do not, why do you ask?"
"Just curious, my friend finds you cute"
".. Alright, any more questions?"
".. What's up with you?"
"What do you mean"
"You've been so.. Distant" Kate said slightly getting closer to him
She was right.
He had been so silent, unreachable through messages and sometimes ignored her
"Ah it's nothing.."
"Really? I feel like you're ignoring me on purpose, is there something wrong with me?"
".. No Kate, you're perfect, the most perfect girl i know, it's personal stuff"
"That's alright! Keep your damn secrets all you want"
"are you.. Mad?"
"No no I'm not mad!"
She said, proceeding to get up and walk away
"Kate? Where are you going"
He asked following after her
"I need some space for a.. Few days, let's just take a friendship break, alright?"
And just like that, it went
They stayed distant, and ben could hear voices in his head, they were so loud!
"She doesn't want you"
"She doesn't care"
"She was probably paid to be your friend"
That was all he could hear
Negativity negativity negativity
He sat on his bed refusing to sleep for days
Will this ever be fixed?
What is all of this for?
Those questions will remain unanswered
Till the soon end of his days