Stephina Ivy Alonzo
"So please help me I mean, I don't know what to do right now". I started talking to the person who was on the call, obviously begging him indirectly to take out a way for me.
Yes, it's the novel person. I mean, the guy, the manager, whatever, all my mind is somewhere else trying to find ways even though people are still there trying to help, but I was paying half attention during the call; I thought that I would be able to convince easily with the help of him but still the surety of my parents are less.
This platform is real. I mean, stepping into a big country is a big thing. So I thought of what I could do, what more I could do, all these things out there.
So, I decided to reach out to my college coordinator. Yes, she is a good one. I haven't created any Bond or anything else, but yeah they are best because they know everything about me.
Wait A Second!
A memory popped into my mind definitely. I have already spoken to my faculty a few days back, so all I need to do is reach out to him. It will be easy because I have already convinced him, but he needs me to provide him with proof, which is good.
So, I didn't decline the call because we were not ending our conversation. After all, he is busy giving me a speech about the beauty in truth. The manager's accent is good but way too poetic.
Oh God, I don't know what to do when I'm really stuck up about how I'm going to convince.
Well, I have come up with an idea that I'll use my faculties to convince my parents. This is an educational trip for something like this, travel expenses are on our dear college, and all that is on my table is being served.
Between everything that is planned already still, the fear of getting which is 10% is killing me even though 90% of them will believe it because of my Facilities.
Oh my God, I can't I am risking my whole life over it. The thing which is bothering me is playing with their trust but this is also important.
Am I being selfish for my dreams?
I don't know! It's messier than I imagined
What should I do, man?
What should I do?
What should I do?
I can't stop but repeat this word.
Even, I am it over here.
Physically.
All you need is a miracle and a silver lining for real. I really needed courage
What should I do right now?
So, I called my Ex-faculty, and I told him, and I also sent him the email, screenshots and everything, and I asked him what I should do.
So I can't even tell them I can't even do that once. I'll return. I'll tell them the whole truth, and I guess here, I have made up my mind that once I come back from China, I will tell them the whole truth because I can't afford to break our trust.
Keep on working on this drama. Eventually, they will come to know once I get back or maybe someone will reveal it but I think it's time for me to step up for my dreams.
I am continuously saying that, but they don't even know that Trophy. I mean, not the I am not even sure that I'll get it or not. I just want to go there and that's it.
Show off definitely to see if my luck is good or not. Talking about the look. I really have a bad luck.
I guess. I have mentioned that many times. I don't get it; I never received an award. Only one time in my school as a star. And after getting into college, I'm not talking about nepotism in my -
You know, right? All the well, it happens everywhere. I can't blame you can't believe it obviously.
So As I am working and adding some words to the chapter. Obviously, I have to edit my draft. This time, I have decided to extend the words to around 700 or 800, but this time, I'm thinking of going around 1500 or 1700 words because the chapter will be long.
And yeah, it's ending. I am not planning on writing another chapter because, obviously, I'm going to be busy with other things, like collecting things and buying and purchasing for, obviously, I am going to China.