Stephania Ivy Alonzo
I'm devastated by the fact that I don't know what to do next everything is prepared and guess what the step we are going to take is perfect but my heart is not ready to lie
I can't really understand how can I work on it? Not everybody has the power to hold it. Not everybody has the power to luxurious, use it, but somewhere I know I can't be able to, do it, but today I had to think of something so that I can reach there.
In my life, the time I have spent my days about manifesting on being there. Yes, I have been confused about going there or not.
Trust me I feel like commenting a crime on lying to my parents in this situation but I think I want to fix my career on this.
I have done so many things that I have regretted in my life. But somewhere, I really need to do this thing. I really needed to prove that I have a career on this.
My parents can accept the fact that I am not useless. I can do this.
Agreed to help, and I started booking with the script and everything, and I try told them.
So after few seconds I got call from the manager because I haven't given my confirmation on the Mail.
So texted them about speaking to the authorities personally on call so that I can clear my doubts related to the trip.
Yes, you can call them at this time but we really needed your confirmation this week.
I have made sure that, yes, I'll make this decision, and I'll make sure that this will happen for my own good.
Yes, I want to prove to everyone out there that, yes, everybody could achieve their dreams.
Look at me standing in front of the mirror thinking, like I have become a star or a celebrity, which is really not gonna happen.
Who am I getting? So, after preparing the lines, I have already sent the email and everything to my ex - faculties; Both my mam and sir too.
Between My mam was not my ex-coordinator, but she was in my department, then she was shifted to the engineering department, so she agreed to my parents talking as a coordinator.
Yes I planned to involve both of them because My dad has my Mam's number and what if she is clueless then it can create a problem for me.
Plus even if he will call them obviously my dad has already saved her number from the university coordinators, so it won't make any problem so even if he calls her she knows that I am going to china.
Let the situation calm down right now. I was being so focused on getting my things done.
So I sat on the laptop and started designing the poster so that my mom and dad could believe it afterall I have to show them so that they will believe it.
And I had to make all my faculties and everyone block so that my dad won't get any person because except from my mam he got the accountant and some more faculties number.
That's why I had to be cautious so that my next step won't ruin my plans until I reach china.
We had some nonsense coordinator numbers and also some other one like those in admission department and on other things.
But yeah, I did everything to keep it under control so that everything runs smoothly well I cannot challenge the time because it runs fast and honestly I want it to run like Usian Bolt.
I can't wait to close my eyes and open it on China. This opportunity is really unexpected this could be my best year of my life.
Or maybe the best beginning of the year I had rough years but can't wait to spend my upcoming days like I am being totally in heaven.
I couldn't stop but stuffed my mouth with pillow and scream with excitement like I can't wait to reach other.
I am not planning anything because I know when I start planning it gets cancelled in last moment so I am being cautious in every place.