After scratching me badly for about half an hour on the kitchen platform. He lifted me in his lap and took me straight to our bedroom.
Even after giving me so much pain, he was not satisfied so he threw me on the bed and f*ck me there for about an hour or two...
And finally when he was satisfied, he got tired and turned to the other side and slept, leaving me in this condition...
I looked at him once, he was fast asleep...
I pulled the sheet and covered my body. There were tears in my eyes and there was a lot of pain in my whole body.
I had to go to the bathroom but I did not have enough strength left in me to walk, still somehow I got up from the bed and went towards the bathroom. While reaching the bathroom, I felt as if both my legs were broken.
After reaching the bathroom and freshening up, the first thing I did was to turn on the shower and stand under it and feel the drops of hot water on my body.
It had been only 4 months since we got married. I'm just 23 years old and he is 27. Well i know, It was a love marriage between Kieran and me but I don't know why....these thoughts kept coming in my mind,
"Did I make a mistake by marrying Kieran?? Does he really love me?? If he loves me then how can he see me in so much pain??
I am not able to understand what is right and what is wrong. I just know that I am not happy.
But I love him so much, I will not be able to live without him.
If I talk about happiness, I was very happy at the time of our marriage but it seems that after marriage all my happiness has disappeared somewhere...
Should I talk to him about this again??
No no!!! if I raise this topic then he will beat me up again, it is better for me to remain silent.
Maybe everything will be fine in time... I hope so!!!
After taking the shower I was feeling a little lightheaded, after freshening up for a while I went back to bed and tried to sleep, I was almost asleep when I heard the doorbell ringing.
I understood that maybe either Nora or my father-in-law must have come.
So I quickly wore my night suit and headed towards the hall to open the door. I had almost opened the door when suddenly I remembered something and I immediately ran towards the kitchen.
As I had thought, our clothes were scattered in the kitchen, my undergarments and my dress both were lying on the platform and my jeans along with Kieran's shirt and pants were scattered on the floor. I quickly picked them all up and as there was no other place to hide them, I put everything in the washing machine.
The door bell was ringing repeatedly, after checking everything once again properly I went and opened the door.
Nora was standing in front, looking at her face it seemed that she was probably angry.
And my guess turned out to be correct. she said to me in a little anger,
"Ohhh!! What were you doing?? Who takes so much time to open the door??"
Nora and I are college friends, so the relationship with her is more of friendship than kieran's sister. That is why due to habit, we talk to each other like friends.
"Sorry sorry, I was sleeping so I didn't notice" I said making an excuse.
But she had noticed the love bite marks on my neck. I was only wearing a night suit so my whole neck was clearly visible to her. seeing the bite marks on my whole neck she teased me and said,
"Ahm.. now I understand why you took so long to open the door, it seems you had a lot of fun with my brother today"
After saying this she went towards her room laughing. I could not say anything to her. What could I tell her? That only your brother got the fun, I got only pain...
Well I did not pay much attention and after closing the door again I went to our room and slept. I was also very tired so I fell asleep very soon.