Amm-hmph?
What? Wait, I try pushing him a little, but I feel my heart thrumming inside my chest. Why is his lips on mine feeling so right?
What the fuck?!
Sierra? What the hell are you doing?
I pull back, looking at the man, panting as I say, "Wait, I- hmph."
I moan as he pulls me back, his lips against mine, kissing me so deeply and desperately that I could feel the heat surge throughout my body. Wait, I wasn't supposed to kiss a stranger.
Right, damn, stranger!!
I pat his chest, slowly pulling away as my words die in my throat, burning as I pant for air. Not a second pass as he swiftly pushes me back down onto the ground, grunting with need as he smashes his lips back on mine.
I could taste him, moaning as he entered his tongue, tired of just sucking my lips but was I complaining? No, not when this man has me wrapped around his tongue. Fuck.
He moves more desperately, his hands roaming around my body while I pant, his mouth leaving mine and kissing down my jaw towards my neck, biting and licking the spot until he has me moaning.
"Found it." He mutters, and I gasp, arching my back as I grip his hair, my fist clenching with the enormous sensation that courses through me, his touch igniting something deeper in me that I was unaware of.
I wanted him, I want this man.
"I warned you. I did…" He grunts, his hands slowly enter my clothes as he bites my collarbone, all I could think was how his touch sent me to heaven and back, his lips on mine, on my skin feels damn right.
His words were in a pit, around the corner of my head, all I could think and feel was him. I moan as he comes back to my lips, sucking my bottom lip as he tugs it out with his sharp teeth before letting go, his hand finding its way to my bosoms making me gasp.
"You… who are you?" He asks, licking my neck as he sniffs, moaning as he sinks his head in the crook of my neck, kissing and biting. "W-What?" I ask, barely processing everything, just overwhelmed and weak in his arms.
"Fuck… run." I slowly blink my eyes open, his words catching me off guard. "What do you mean?" I pant, forcing myself on my elbow, leaning up as I try to focus on his face, I gasp, my breathing getting more restless.
"Run…before I hurt you." He whispers, his lips still lingering over me, he pulls back, and I gasp, who was this man? I can't even see his face. Who is he?
Ahh! It hurts.
The constant ache and throbbing of my head had me wincing in pain, my body felt so heavy even though I was lying down flat on the ground, wondering what had happened. I look around, at the loss of touch, particularly of someone.
And just when I was still in the process of processing, I felt it. All the memories rushed back to me, yet I was rendered speechless by what I remembered – the fuzzy pieces of memories were all I could make out of everything.
Fuck it! Just great.
Now I had no idea of what to think, consciousness hit me like a brick into reality and I jolted up on my butt to shriek and found my body so, so sore. 'Sierra Damaris, damn you and your luck, just great.' I found myself amidst the chaos, ironically just my type of fun.
I take in a deep breath, calming myself down as I try and focus my gaze around my surroundings, and find myself lost in the freaking middle of a forest.
"Right…who was that man I came across?" I ask myself as I remember a blurry vision of a man I came across, just what shit did I go through, tilting my head I try hard to remember, forcing my memories to pop up with information, and I give up.
"Gosh, it hurts." I mutter, massaging my head, which seems to have had a concussion, I suppose?
"AHH! What- shit!" I shriek, my eyes brimming with tears as I find my hands laced with thick, almost-solidified blood, "Am I bleeding?!" I shout, frantically checking myself out to find the source of this mess.
I almost felt like I was dead, I kept looking around, hysterically.
It's weird, I can see no source of the wound on my body, but with how my clothes are tattered and my blood-stained body, it sounds creepy and scary. Just what is going on?
"Where the fuck am I?" I stood up to curse under my breath multiple times, my body gave up on me. Taking support from a tree nearby, I barely make it on my feet. I look up at the sky, finding it shining bright, and a sigh of relief escapes my lips.
I blinked my eyes that were threatening with tears brimming at the edges, I sniffed, biting my lip as I looked around, "Amana! Viotta!!" I scream out loud, begging for my call to be answered, with just the silence, I look down as a drop of tear makes its way down my cheeks.
"I shouldn't have agreed to this… look where I ended up."
I should have known trekking was never my cup of tea. Wiping my tears with my sleeves, I look around, I need to get myself out of here before sundown. I kind of feel my stomach funny, making me feel sick suddenly, "What's wrong with me?"
"Come on, Sie, you have to find a way out. It's still day." I compose myself. "My phone." I look around, trying to find my belongings, eyeing everywhere in sight, "Did I lose it? Seriously?" I mutter in disbelief, rubbing my pockets.
I look around very wary of my situation, and a gasp escapes my lips as I catch a glimpse of what was, my backpack, hanging against the tree on the cliff,f barely in one piece, which got me thinking, "Did I…? Did I fall from there? And I am alive?"
The realization had me all scared and astonished, eyeing myself in disbelief.
"God, what happened? Why can't I remember properly?" grunting, I kept rubbing my eyes as they kept going back to my backpack, which was at no distance for me to reach. How did I survive that fall?
It seems so dangerous and deadly.
As I was busy looking around, the scenery changed and I found myself before a man, on top of him!
What is happening?
Again? Is it the same man?
"Oh! Oh-" My shrieks die out when a grunt from the man cuts me off, I can't make out who he is or how he looks, but I felt like I saw him through, upon close inspection, I found his chest heaving up and down, hard.
"Let go." I mumbled, trembling, and just when I felt his grip loosening, I was lying on my back with the man hovering above me. "AH!" I yelp, wide-eyed eyes looking at the man whose eyes seem to be getting clearer in my vision.
I felt an alarm ring inside my head, warning me of his hold… his touch, and his gaze. I can't help but feel drawn into it. Again, just like before… Why was I so drawn?
With passing seconds as I stayed frozen, I felt his breath on my face, I must be crazy for closing my eyes shut!
I do not close my eyes to any man close to my face. Damn it!
I can't even move; something is wrong. So, so wrong.
And then I felt it, his lips on mine, my breath stuck, and I felt my head in a haze. His kiss, again, wasn't soft and passionate but more of a rough one filled with desire and temptation. What's with this extreme pull I am experiencing toward this man?
But did I care at this point? I was busy sucking the shit out of his mouth yet again, but then when was I this pro at kissing? This was my first time…
"Sierra!"
Uh? I am sure I heard my name. I froze, the man on top of me felt like a distant memory as I felt him dissipate for me to find myself running, what was I running from?
I keep looking around me, all panicked and scared when I see no one around but just the trees rustling with my cry and heavy breathing clouding my ears. What was I running away from?
"Sie!"
"Amana!! Is that you? God, please help me." I shout out loud, praying tons to be found, what is wrong with this place, and what's wrong with my body?
"Ugh!" I drop down on my knees, my stomach hurts, and my hands involuntarily reach my stomach, holding myself tight. It feels like someone is ripping me from the inside.
"Hey! Sierra! God- Wak-"
"Ugh! Viotta!" Somebody, please help me.
The pain is unbearable, am I going to die?
"Sierra! Wake up!"
A gasp escapes my trembling lips and I feel myself up, escaping away from the nightmare which has been haunting me for years leaving me a total mess.
Am I going to survive the nightmares and demons within me?
Am I going to heal?
God...